Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Sleepy bt couldn't fall asleep

Headache~~ Faint~~
Tired~~ Sleepy~~
Recently i and my teammate rushing our assignment~~
all like don know how to do it
gonna die soon~~
somehow we also need to do but we did nothing in 2 hour..
just sit there for nothing...
Today is a super hot day...
can take it~~ im keep sweating around the college~
and hot until felt sleepy when the lecture class~~ damn it!!

Many people ask me is it i have a new gf edi?
NO PLS~~
my look like tis where got ppl like~~
Chatting with girl mean gf??
lol~~ 囧
don't think wrong k~~

Later midnight have to go my frenz celebration~~
in REDBOX YEAH~~
although im happy about that..
but after i think a little while
tmrw i'll having a presentation~~OMG
going to die soon~~
HAIZ~~

Friday, June 24, 2011

What r u thinking about?

I'm just realize someone(she) has deleted and blocked me at FB.
what's wrong with you??
Did i do any bad? Did i say anything?
Just cant believe your childish
U think block me or delete me can settle all the things?
You are really PISSED ME OFF right now!!
I will not skip the problem from now on..
What have u done i will remember.
The best thing is finally i have no more feeling on you~~

Recently i like the feeling when im swimming~
I like the feeling when im under the water.
It can help me to reduce stress and help me to make my mind blank at a moment

TIRED~~~

Monday, June 20, 2011

Bad day

Haiz...
Actually I have nothing to say about for today~~
Juz wish my coursemate will pass the economic test..
And today i don know why, by leg and stomach pain like hell.
Did i do anything wrongs?
What's wrong with me??
Oh my god~~

Did I do too much exercise,didn't I?
who can heal me for the pain??
Can u pls get out from my body??
SAD T.T
Hope will be recovered back tmrw >.<
Bless me!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Bored Weekend

Every weekend is a bored weekend (for me).
What can i do in weekend??
Watch anime? Play DOTA?
The thing i do is keep repeating~
I want to study but my study mood has gone far far from me
I just need you now
where you go study mood?
I still have a test in tmrw!!!
you has come to me in thursday and went away in friday!!
Mayb i will oni slept 2 hours for today againz T.T
if i cant memorize them!!
hope everything will be all right~
Bless me!!!

Friday, June 17, 2011

Tiring day

I think i am the stupid who study until no need sleep.
I have my marketing test today but it is easy. I just felt like all i studying in last night is wasted.
And it make me only slept for 2 HOURS!!!
Oh god... Could u don't play a fool with me? I'm tried hard to memorize all the thing but you out such easy question on the test.
I think in the whole course I am the 1 who study until only can sleep for 2 hours.

I don't know who I am now. I have felt that my confident has gone far away from me.
All the things I did I can't give a 100% of answer.
I'm SCARED!!
I hope my confidence will come back to me before my final test and my study mood as well ^^.
If not i'm gonna DIE soon.
Any subject I fail I need to wait 1 more year to get my diploma!!
BLESS ME!!

I'm so tiring for today.
I having 3 test in a roll journal writing(easy), marketing( the subject make me only slept 2 hour) and lastly swim test.
I can see myself improvement in swimming. The time is slowly decreasing for 100m.
Today i get 1 min and 50 sec in 100m. last time my result was 2min plus. ^^

And now i think i lose my confident is because of her.
I don know Y.
Y!!!!
I just like cant believe my own self at all.
I need something to get my confident back!!!
I hope in someday i will recover back!!
To find a things that can replace YOU!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Busy Week T.T

In this week, our course has 2 test in a roll.
Although it isn't hard but still feel stressful when I saw my friend is studying.
I have no idea what am I doing now.
Just don have the mood for study and just keep swimming and gaming.
HELP!!!

I feel great when today afternoon I swam. Finally I can complete 150m without rest.
YEAH!!

In the night, I heard 1 bad new and 1 good new. The bad new is my teacher, Ms. Teng's father had passed away(RIP). And the good news is the economic test will be postpone.
Should I feel happy or sad?
It's already week 6 where my study mood gone?
Study mood please come to me!! I NEED YOU NOW!!

It's already 1 month and 2 week. Sorry, I'm still miss u in this way.
Many friends ask me to forget about it.
But it is hard that you think. Believe me IT'S NOT EASY!!