Tiring day

I think i am the stupid who study until no need sleep.

I have my marketing test today but it is easy. I just felt like all i studying in last night is wasted.

And it make me only slept for 2 HOURS!!!

Oh god... Could u don't play a fool with me? I'm tried hard to memorize all the thing but you out such easy question on the test.

I think in the whole course I am the 1 who study until only can sleep for 2 hours.

I don't know who I am now. I have felt that my confident has gone far away from me.

All the things I did I can't give a 100% of answer.

I'm SCARED!!

I hope my confidence will come back to me before my final test and my study mood as well ^^.

If not i'm gonna DIE soon.

Any subject I fail I need to wait 1 more year to get my diploma!!

BLESS ME!!

I'm so tiring for today.

I having 3 test in a roll journal writing(easy), marketing( the subject make me only slept 2 hour) and lastly swim test.

I can see myself improvement in swimming. The time is slowly decreasing for 100m.

Today i get 1 min and 50 sec in 100m. last time my result was 2min plus. ^^

And now i think i lose my confident is because of her.

I don know Y.

Y!!!!

I just like cant believe my own self at all.

I need something to get my confident back!!!

I hope in someday i will recover back!!

To find a things that can replace YOU!!